PARANOIA LEADS TO MURDER

Paranoia is synonymous with fear, mistrust, suspicion, and obsession.

When we fear the losses of affection, trust, and loyalty of those around us; we tend to first look at what is wrong with them instead of looking inside to see what has gone wrong with us. King Saul refuses to look inside himself and is obsessed with being god of his small world. He trusts no one, not even his own son, and feels he has the right to murder all those he thinks disagrees with him.  King Saul throws spears in anger at those most loyal to him and then wonders why they run from him. 

But at the heart of this king’s demise is God’s rejection of Saul’s his evil, disobedient behaviors toward the God of all.  Without God’s Holy Spirit in Saul he is now paranoid, angry, and most arrogant.  It is God who is sovereign and has all authority.  God knows all hearts and knows that King Saul’s heart is full of deceit, resentment and bitterness.  Because King Saul has rejected God; God is removing him from his position as King of Israel and replacing him with a man after God’s own heart—David. Deep inside, Saul knows that his days are ending, so his paranoia builds to heights beyond self-control.   `

When God is no longer our focus in life; our life grows dim and dark with worry, frustration, and deep anxieties beyond our control.  We do life at work and at home based on our own presumptions and assumptions without power.  We love less and judge more. Hate becomes the force of our existence.  We unfairly punish others quickly before they betray us driven by our own lack of discipline, loyalty, and faith in God. We live in rejection of all that is good and best for us.  We operate with guilt deep inside our souls.  We walk in darkness, succumbing to being and doing all things that are dark until we come back to God through Jesus who is Truth and Light.  In the middle of all this is a waste of precious time.

1 Samuel 22

David at Adullam and Mizpah

David left Gath and escaped to the cave of Adullam. When his brothers and his father’s household heard about it, they went down to him there. All those who were in distress or in debt or discontented gathered around him, and he became their commander. About four hundred men were with him.

From there David went to Mizpah in Moab and said to the king of Moab, “Would you let my father and mother come and stay with you until I learn what God will do for me?” So he left them with the king of Moab, and they stayed with him as long as David was in the stronghold.

But the prophet Gad said to David, “Do not stay in the stronghold. Go into the land of Judah.” So David left and went to the forest of Hereth.

Saul Kills the Priests of Nob

Now Saul heard that David and his men had been discovered. And Saul was seated, spear in hand, under the tamarisk tree on the hill at Gibeah, with all his officials standing at his side. He said to them, “Listen, men of Benjamin! Will the son of Jesse give all of you fields and vineyards? Will he make all of you commanders of thousands and commanders of hundreds? Is that why you have all conspired against me? No one tells me when my son makes a covenant with the son of Jesse. None of you is concerned about me or tells me that my son has incited my servant to lie in wait for me, as he does today.”

But Doeg the Edomite, who was standing with Saul’s officials, said, “I saw the son of Jesse come to Ahimelek son of Ahitub at Nob. 10 Ahimelek inquired of the Lord for him; he also gave him provisions and the sword of Goliath the Philistine.”

11 Then the king sent for the priest Ahimelek son of Ahitub and all the men of his family, who were the priests at Nob, and they all came to the king. 12 Saul said, “Listen now, son of Ahitub.”

“Yes, my lord,” he answered.

13 Saul said to him, “Why have you conspired against me, you and the son of Jesse, giving him bread and a sword and inquiring of God for him, so that he has rebelled against me and lies in wait for me, as he does today?”

14 Ahimelek answered the king, “Who of all your servants is as loyal as David, the king’s son-in-law, captain of your bodyguard and highly respected in your household? 15 Was that day the first time I inquired of God for him? Of course not! Let not the king accuse your servant or any of his father’s family, for your servant knows nothing at all about this whole affair.”

16 But the king said, “You will surely die, Ahimelek, you and your whole family.”

17 Then the king ordered the guards at his side: “Turn and kill the priests of the Lord, because they too have sided with David. They knew he was fleeing, yet they did not tell me.”

But the king’s officials were unwilling to raise a hand to strike the priests of the Lord.

18 The king then ordered Doeg, “You turn and strike down the priests.” So Doeg the Edomite turned and struck them down. That day he killed eighty-five men who wore the linen ephod. 19 He also put to the sword Nob, the town of the priests, with its men and women, its children and infants, and its cattle, donkeys and sheep.

20 But one son of Ahimelek son of Ahitub, named Abiathar, escaped and fled to join David. 21 He told David that Saul had killed the priests of the Lord. 22 Then David said to Abiathar, “That day, when Doeg the Edomite was there, I knew he would be sure to tell Saul. I am responsible for the death of your whole family. 23 Stay with me; don’t be afraid. The man who wants to kill you is trying to kill me too. You will be safe with me.”

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

As Saul falls; David rises as the true leader.  However, as David rises, his faith falters as he runs from Saul. His desperation and hunger becomes evident when he meets the priest Ahimelek and lies to him.  Oh, David, you didn’t have to do that. Isn’t that what we might be thinking?  Desperate, David resorts to two lies only to get fed. Ahimelek wants to help but only has the holy bread of Presence, the “show bread” from the altar to feed himself and his men. David is now forcing the priest to sin.  This bread after being on the altar for a week, according to Law, meant for priests to eat.

This surprises us. So far David has been stellar, spotless, stainless but when speared to the wall and on the run from his enemy; fear takes over his thoughts and actions.  Do we do that?

David’s first lie was to tell the priest he was on a mission for Saul.  We all know that he was running from Saul!  David’s second lie was in response to Ahimelek’s way of stretching the law by asking if his men were pure and responsible enough to eat the bread.  David said, of course!  The priest had no reason to doubt the one famous for slaying the giant in the Name of Yahweh!  Our lies no only hurt ourselves but all those around us.  Everyone suffers from the deeds of darkness.

What happened?  Is David already losing his God-focus?  Is the defeat of Goliath by Gd through David only a faint memory? Truly desperation has set in.  When that happens, our real Enemy takes our desperation as his clue to dive in to distract our focus, discourage our being, disrupt our lives with lies, dismantle our belief system with attention on self.  Satan’s ultimate goal is to destroy our faith in Almighty, All Powerful God.  Turn back to God to avoid all these pitfalls; it is God who overcomes, prevails and never fails to defeat the enemy in victory.  In the end—God wins!

OUR RESPONSE? Sometimes our desperation or fear causes us to act rashly and displease God. Such acts separate us from our eternal Father and strain our relationship with him. As soon as we are aware of what is happening in us—run to God, and confess in Jesus Name!  Ask for His cleansing, renewing, refreshing, and restoration.  Need help with the words? David the poet and a man after God’s own heart provides all we need to say—

“Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions.
Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.

For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me.
Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight; so you are right in your verdict and justified when you judge.

Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb; you taught me wisdom in that secret place.  Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.  Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice. Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.

Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

Then I will teach transgressors your ways, so that sinners will turn back to you.
Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God, you who are God my Savior, and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
Open my lips, Lord, and my mouth will declare your praise. You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.
My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise.

May it please you to prosper Zion, to build up the walls of Jerusalem.
Then you will delight in the sacrifices of the righteous, in burnt offerings offered whole; then bulls will be offered on your altar.” (Psalm 51)

Humbly praying this with a sincere heart gets God’s attention and brings our view of God back into clear focus. Pray in Jesus Name for HE provided the Way back to God.  God answers prayers of humble repentance.  Jesus said all of heaven stops to listen to our repentant prayers and then wildly rejoices in our redemption!  “I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.”—Jesus, Luke 15:10

Lord,

Thank you, thank you, thank you!

In Jesus Name, Amen

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FEAR IS REAL—BUT GOD IS MORE REAL!

Have you ever been on the run from something you didn’t want to face?  We’ve all made these “runs” more times that we want to admit.  We put off facing what lies ahead as our minds imagine the worst that could happen with gruesome unrealized scenarios.  Our fear builds, overcomes the current reality, and shatters our faith.

We allow the fear of our assumed outcomes lead our imaginations farther and farther from the reality of our current situation as we dream of the dreaded unknown!  But like God taught David whose faith drove him to run to the battle with Goliath; God teaches us that facing our fears of unknown outcomes with faith in our known God is our real Source of Life and Truth.  Trust in God who brings victory after trials and suffering.  Trust God for guidance to walk through high waters of pain and desperation.  Trust God for what will happen next because He knows! Trust God for all outcomes of troubling circumstances. The outcome might not look like what we imagined, it rarely does, but it will be God’s best for us at that time.  The real outcome that God seeks is for our faith to grow and solidify in Him who provides all we need.

It is God who gives us courage, strength, and wisdom beyond ourselves.  It is God who fills us to overflow with His Holy Spirit wisdom and power.  Our reality, within our small thinking minds, doesn’t come close to God’s higher thinking, the One who is Truth.  Jesus, Son of God, was Truth who demonstrated God’s love for us on earth for all the known world to see.  Jesus sent by God was never on the run but on a mission to seek and to save the lost without God. Jesus turned the current reality and thinking of all who listened upside down and inside out with His compassionate love, profound teaching and his final act on earth—His obedient, sacrificial death on a cross, time in the tomb, then resurrecting from death to life three days later in victory to prove God was, is and always will be God. God is the God of all outcomes. God is real—He must be our reality! No man on earth can be God. Do we believe Him or not?

Seek God, trust God who is the Truth. God stands ready to meet us where we are. God is unfailing in His ways, unchanging in His love, mercy, and grace, and is forever faithful to us. Trust God. He knows what He is doing. He knows us. He loves us, still.  God is for us not against us.

David, pursued by Saul, is on the run from Saul.  David seeks rest at the town of Nob. He and his men are starving.  Desperation and fear are taking over their lives of running as fugitives. David seeks the priest of the town for help.  Ahimelek the priest supplied holy bread for David and his men.

Later, when Saul discovered David had been at Nob, he condemned all the priests who aided David. Fearful of a conspiracy against himself, Saul ordered 85 priests killed and the town of Nob destroyed. Only one son of Ahimelek escaped to join David. But we get ahead of ourselves.  We discover in this passage that David’s faith is slipping as he runs fearfully from Saul. His desperation becomes evident when he meets the priest Ahimelek and lies to him. Then there’s the insane act of David, whoa, read on…David loses all reality in his running.

1 Samuel 21

David at Nob

David went to Nob, to Ahimelek the priest. Ahimelek trembled when he met him, and asked, “Why are you alone? Why is no one with you?”

David answered Ahimelek the priest, “The king sent me on a mission and said to me, ‘No one is to know anything about the mission I am sending you on.’ As for my men, I have told them to meet me at a certain place. Now then, what do you have on hand? Give me five loaves of bread, or whatever you can find.”

But the priest answered David, “I don’t have any ordinary bread on hand; however, there is some consecrated bread here—provided the men have kept themselves from women.”

David replied, “Indeed women have been kept from us, as usual whenever I set out. The men’s bodies are holy even on missions that are not holy. How much more so today!” So the priest gave him the consecrated bread, since there was no bread there except the bread of the Presence that had been removed from before the Lord and replaced by hot bread on the day it was taken away.

Now one of Saul’s servants was there that day, detained before the Lord; he was Doeg the Edomite, Saul’s chief shepherd.

David asked Ahimelek, “Don’t you have a spear or a sword here? I haven’t brought my sword or any other weapon, because the king’s mission was urgent.”

The priest replied, “The sword of Goliath the Philistine, whom you killed in the Valley of Elah, is here; it is wrapped in a cloth behind the ephod. If you want it, take it; there is no sword here but that one.”

David said, “There is none like it; give it to me.”

David at Gath

10 That day David fled from Saul and went to Achish king of Gath11 But the servants of Achish said to him, “Isn’t this David, the king of the land? Isn’t he the one they sing about in their dances:

“‘Saul has slain his thousands,
    and David his tens of thousands’?”

12 David took these words to heart and was very much afraid of Achish king of Gath. 13 So he pretended to be insane in their presence; and while he was in their hands he acted like a madman, making marks on the doors of the gate and letting saliva run down his beard.

14 Achish said to his servants, “Look at the man! He is insane! Why bring him to me? 15 Am I so short of madmen that you have to bring this fellow here to carry on like this in front of me? Must this man come into my house?”

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

Return, run to our First Love—God/Jesus/Holy Spirit—The Three-in-One—who is the Source of Life, Truth, and Reality of our lives!  Stopping running from the battle with evil. Run to the battle of what must be faced head on and forward with faith in God. Then watch with anticipation and assurance as God defeats evil every time.  He’s done it before and He’ll do it again—and again—and again.  In the process; God grows our faith and resolve. That is the real victory and outcome He seeks for us.

Max Lucado comments—

David, what are you doing? Is lying not enough? Now you’re playing loose with Scripture and putting the soft sell on the preacher?

David’s faith is wavering. Not too long ago the shepherd’s sling was all he needed. Now the one who refused the armor and sword of Saul requests a weapon from the priest. What has happened to our hero?

Simple. He’s lost his God-focus. Goliath is on the big screen of David’s imagination. As a result, desperation has set in.

Sometimes our desperation or fear causes us to act rashly and to displease God. Such acts separate us from our eternal Father and strain our relationship with him. What did you fear or get angry about yesterday? Repent and ask for God’s forgiveness so that you do not act in a manner unworthy of him or set in motion consequences that you cannot control.” –Max Lucado, The Encouraging Word Bible

Avoid letting fear of the unknown drive us from the reality of a holy relationship with our known God.  God knows what we need right now in this place at this time. Trust Him, He knows what you think and desires to change our mind to match His desires for us.

Water You turned into wine
Opened the eyes of the blind
There’s no one like You
None like You
Into the darkness You shine
Out of the ashes we rise
There’s no one like You
None like You

Into the darkness You shine
Out of the ashes we rise
There’s no one like You
None like You

Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God, You are higher than any other
Our God is healer, awesome in power
Our God, our God

Our God is greater, our God is stronger
God, You are higher than any other
Our God is healer, awesome in power
Our God, our God

And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us?
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
Then what could stand against?

(“Our God,” Songwriters: Chris Tomlin / Jesse Reeves / Jonas Myrin / Matt Redman)

Oh Lord,

Thank you, thank you, thank you for bringing back to reality—You! I love you with all my heart, mind, and soul.  Guide me in all I think, say, and do.  I’m listening for I am yours.

In Jesus Name, Amen     

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THE FUGITIVE

Innocent of the crime, wrongly sentenced with circumstantial evidence, pronounced  guilty by the court of law of murdering his wife; the former doctor saw a chance to flee and took it.  Now a fugitive, he runs for his life for the purpose of gathering evidence to prove his innocence while looking for the “one-armed man” who actually did kill his beloved wife.  That’s the premise that held our attention weekly as we breathlessly watched as each episode unfolded from 1963-1967!  When will it all come together?  We all know he is innocent! Why can’t everyone else see the goodness of this man who helps others as he works to clear himself? With each episode Dr. Richard Kimble, comes close enough to touch the allusive one-armed man but not enough to catch this enemy so he can be exonerated of all charges against him—until the end of the series.  All of America watched to see how it would all turn out!

And so it is with David, the shepherd boy who played his harp for King Saul and then became a great soldier of God, is now accused of wrongdoings with false charges against him by the King who lost his mind.  David is the fugitive avoiding King Saul’s desire and treachery to murder him.  David, the one who once soothed King Saul of his dark moods with his songs of praise and hymns about God and then fought Israel’s giant enemy in the Name of the Lord remained loyal to Saul, God’s first chosen king! 

Notice that all glory was given to God by David and this alone angered the King who was filled with anger, envy, arrogance, jealousy, and greed.  King Saul once knew God well, was chosen by God to the first King, but turned from God and tried to take God’s place in all decision making.  Saul’s heart was far from God’s heart.  God pulled His power, His Holy Spirit, from Saul.  Yes, God intervenes for the good of His people and for His glory and authority to be declared and known as the One and Only God.

Will this fugitive be exonerated?  Read on….

1 Samuel 20

David and Jonathan

20 Then David fled from Naioth at Ramah and went to Jonathan and asked, “What have I done? What is my crime? How have I wronged your father, that he is trying to kill me?”

“Never!” Jonathan replied. “You are not going to die! Look, my father doesn’t do anything, great or small, without letting me know. Why would he hide this from me? It isn’t so!”

But David took an oath and said, “Your father knows very well that I have found favor in your eyes, and he has said to himself, ‘Jonathan must not know this or he will be grieved.’ Yet as surely as the Lord lives and as you live, there is only a step between me and death.”

Jonathan said to David, “Whatever you want me to do, I’ll do for you.”

So David said, “Look, tomorrow is the New Moon feast, and I am supposed to dine with the king; but let me go and hide in the field until the evening of the day after tomorrow. If your father misses me at all, tell him, ‘David earnestly asked my permission to hurry to Bethlehem, his hometown, because an annual sacrifice is being made there for his whole clan.’ If he says, ‘Very well,’ then your servant is safe. But if he loses his temper, you can be sure that he is determined to harm me. As for you, show kindness to your servant, for you have brought him into a covenant with you before the Lord. If I am guilty, then kill me yourself! Why hand me over to your father?”

“Never!” Jonathan said. “If I had the least inkling that my father was determined to harm you, wouldn’t I tell you?”

10 David asked, “Who will tell me if your father answers you harshly?”

11 “Come,” Jonathan said, “let’s go out into the field.” So they went there together.

12 Then Jonathan said to David, “I swear by the Lord, the God of Israel, that I will surely sound out my father by this time the day after tomorrow! If he is favorably disposed toward you, will I not send you word and let you know? 13 But if my father intends to harm you, may the Lord deal with Jonathan, be it ever so severely, if I do not let you know and send you away in peace. May the Lord be with you as he has been with my father. 14 But show me unfailing kindness like the Lord’s kindness as long as I live, so that I may not be killed, 15 and do not ever cut off your kindness from my family—not even when the Lord has cut off every one of David’s enemies from the face of the earth.”

16 So Jonathan made a covenant with the house of David, saying, “May the Lord call David’s enemies to account.” 17 And Jonathan had David reaffirm his oath out of love for him, because he loved him as he loved himself.

18 Then Jonathan said to David, “Tomorrow is the New Moon feast. You will be missed, because your seat will be empty. 19 The day after tomorrow, toward evening, go to the place where you hid when this trouble began, and wait by the stone Ezel20 I will shoot three arrows to the side of it, as though I were shooting at a target. 21 Then I will send a boy and say, ‘Go, find the arrows.’ If I say to him, ‘Look, the arrows are on this side of you; bring them here,’ then come, because, as surely as the Lord lives, you are safe; there is no danger. 22 But if I say to the boy, ‘Look, the arrows are beyond you,’ then you must go, because the Lord has sent you away23 And about the matter you and I discussed—remember, the Lord is witness between you and me forever.”

24 So David hid in the field, and when the New Moon feast came, the king sat down to eat. 25 He sat in his customary place by the wall, opposite Jonathan, and Abner sat next to Saul, but David’s place was empty. 26 Saul said nothing that day, for he thought, “Something must have happened to David to make him ceremonially unclean—surely he is unclean.” 27 But the next day, the second day of the month, David’s place was empty again. Then Saul said to his son Jonathan, “Why hasn’t the son of Jesse come to the meal, either yesterday or today?”

28 Jonathan answered, “David earnestly asked me for permission to go to Bethlehem. 29 He said, ‘Let me go, because our family is observing a sacrifice in the town and my brother has ordered me to be there. If I have found favor in your eyes, let me get away to see my brothers.’ That is why he has not come to the king’s table.”

30 Saul’s anger flared up at Jonathan and he said to him, “You son of a perverse and rebellious woman! Don’t I know that you have sided with the son of Jesse to your own shame and to the shame of the mother who bore you? 31 As long as the son of Jesse lives on this earth, neither you nor your kingdom will be established. Now send someone to bring him to me, for he must die!”

32 “Why should he be put to death? What has he done?” Jonathan asked his father. 33 But Saul hurled his spear at him to kill him. Then Jonathan knew that his father intended to kill David.

34 Jonathan got up from the table in fierce anger; on that second day of the feast he did not eat, because he was grieved at his father’s shameful treatment of David.

35 In the morning Jonathan went out to the field for his meeting with David. He had a small boy with him, 36 and he said to the boy, “Run and find the arrows I shoot.” As the boy ran, he shot an arrow beyond him. 37 When the boy came to the place where Jonathan’s arrow had fallen, Jonathan called out after him, “Isn’t the arrow beyond you?” 38 Then he shouted, “Hurry! Go quickly! Don’t stop!” The boy picked up the arrow and returned to his master. 39 (The boy knew nothing about all this; only Jonathan and David knew.) 40 Then Jonathan gave his weapons to the boy and said, “Go, carry them back to town.”

41 After the boy had gone, David got up from the south side of the stone and bowed down before Jonathan three times, with his face to the ground. Then they kissed each other and wept together—but David wept the most.

42 Jonathan said to David, “Go in peace, for we have sworn friendship with each other in the name of the Lord, saying, ‘The Lord is witness between you and me, and between your descendants and my descendants forever.’” Then David left, and Jonathan went back to the town.

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

David and Jonathan stand out as examples of devoted friends. Jonathan was put in the middle between friendship and family.  Jonathan wanted to be loyal to his father while at the same time being a friend to the next king of Israel. Conflict of loyalties, especially in the family, is one of the most painful difficulties we face in the life of faith (Matthew 10:34–39), but Christ calls for supreme devotion to Him and His will for our lives. 

Seek first God who created us in his image, believe in Jesus who stated this Truth because He was Truth.  Jesus came to earth with purpose from God: to reconnect all God’s created to God who seeks a relationship with us by sacrificing Himself to pay for our sins—once and for all.  This relationship desire began in the Garden of Eden.  But was ushered in by the Enemy of God who tempted his first beloved humans.  They fell for sin.  Sin entered and disconnected Adam and Eve from God.  But God had a Plan from the beginning to bring us back to a right relationship with God—His Son, a part of God who came as Son of Man.  Centuries of animal sacrifices only covered the sins of God’s chosen people.  Jesus came, taught, loved and then died and rose again to reconcile ALL people to God who created ALL and is in ALL.  Our Almighty God knew all people created by Him would need a perfect sacrifice to remove our sins forever—”to be remembered no more.”

Our response is to lean in to listen closely to God’s Holy Spirit who lives in with counseling and helpful guidance.  Then do what He says is best for us.  God’s gift of His Spirit comes to dwell in us to guide us, with resurrection power.  That power is available to us!  Tap it and watch His power enable us to join God in His work in ways beyond our thinking or dreaming! God’s Spirit teaches us all that is true and right as we walk through life in an imperfect world.  His Spirit encourage us to keep our eyes fixed on Jesus as we look up toward heaven as our final home.  His Spirit reminds us daily of our great hope of eternal life with God!  Listen to Him! 

Because God in us; we are assured and blessed by God’s Presence with us.  This is God who never changes, never lets us down, never gives up on us, never takes his love from us, never leaves or betrays us but is always faithful, loving, kind, generous, helpful, and gentle lives in us! (Colossians 1:27)  God’s Spirit will correct us with gentle discipline as Jesus did His beloved disciples who were learning and growing in an intimate relationship with Him!  (Notice that discipline and disciple share the same letters and purpose—”one who learns”.)

Our God is with us always, promised by Jesus who knew!  God is Provider, Healer, Redeemer, Restorer, Protector, Savior, and Lord. And God wins always and at the end when His Son, Jesus comes back to claim His own. 

God is for us. not against us.  No one on earth can claim all these characteristics, promises, and provisions.  No one.  Only God.

Lord,

There is no reason to stop believing in you now or ever!  You are God and we are not. You made us in your own image but your work of molding and shaping us to be more and more in every way like you in our being and doing is not complete yet. So, do what you must to help us grow in faith, love like you, while avoiding the enemy’s temptations to be like him. I’m listening…

In Jesus Name, Amen

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GOD PROTECTS WITH POWER

Though Saul was king and his son Jonathan first in line for succession, God had appointed David as the next king of Israel. David waited for God’s timing and did not try to dethrone Saul or eliminate the heir to the throne. Saul’s goal was to protect his family line at any cost.  But most of all, Saul did not want his power and authority to be stripped away as king.  Saul is so jealous of David, his envy of being favored by God is destroying everything good within him.  His fear of losing the crown feeds his anger.  His anger is overtaking all his mind. Saul now wants to murder the one loyal to him, plays his harp for him to soothe his dark moods, and is now a lifelong friend of his son Jonathan.  Saul has broken his relationship with God.  Because of turning from God to self; all other relationships in his life are fractured.  Saul is living on the edge, ready to fall.

At the heart of Saul’s actions is fear of losing what he thinks he earned and deserves to continue—power and position. Life is going to get a lot uglier as Saul continues to demand his own way. But God has other plans. 

1 Samuel 19

Saul Tries to Kill David

Saul told his son Jonathan and all the attendants to kill David. But Jonathan had taken a great liking to David and warned him, “My father Saul is looking for a chance to kill you. Be on your guard tomorrow morning; go into hiding and stay there. I will go out and stand with my father in the field where you are. I’ll speak to him about you and will tell you what I find out.”

Jonathan spoke well of David to Saul his father and said to him, “Let not the king do wrong to his servant David; he has not wronged you, and what he has done has benefited you greatly. He took his life in his hands when he killed the Philistine. The Lord won a great victory for all Israel, and you saw it and were glad. Why then would you do wrong to an innocent man like David by killing him for no reason?”

Saul listened to Jonathan and took this oath: “As surely as the Lord lives, David will not be put to death.”

So Jonathan called David and told him the whole conversation. He brought him to Saul, and David was with Saul as before.

Once more war broke out, and David went out and fought the Philistines. He struck them with such force that they fled before him.

But an evil spirit from the Lord came on Saul as he was sitting in his house with his spear in his hand. While David was playing the lyre, 10 Saul tried to pin him to the wall with his spear, but David eluded him as Saul drove the spear into the wall. That night David made good his escape.

11 Saul sent men to David’s house to watch it and to kill him in the morning. But Michal, David’s wife, warned him, “If you don’t run for your life tonight, tomorrow you’ll be killed.” 12 So Michal let David down through a window, and he fled and escaped. 13 Then Michal took an idol and laid it on the bed, covering it with a garment and putting some goats’ hair at the head.

14 When Saul sent the men to capture David, Michal said, “He is ill.”

15 Then Saul sent the men back to see David and told them, “Bring him up to me in his bed so that I may kill him.” 16 But when the men entered, there was the idol in the bed, and at the head was some goats’ hair.

17 Saul said to Michal, “Why did you deceive me like this and send my enemy away so that he escaped?”

Michal told him, “He said to me, ‘Let me get away. Why should I kill you?’”

18 When David had fled and made his escape, he went to Samuel at Ramah and told him all that Saul had done to him. Then he and Samuel went to Naioth and stayed there. 19 Word came to Saul: “David is in Naioth at Ramah”; 20 so he sent men to capture him. But when they saw a group of prophets prophesying, with Samuel standing there as their leader, the Spirit of God came on Saul’s men, and they also prophesied. 21 Saul was told about it, and he sent more men, and they prophesied too. Saul sent men a third time, and they also prophesied. 22 Finally, he himself left for Ramah and went to the great cistern at Seku. And he asked, “Where are Samuel and David?”

“Over in Naioth at Ramah,” they said.

23 So Saul went to Naioth at Ramah. But the Spirit of God came even on him, and he walked along prophesying until he came to Naioth. 24 He stripped off his garments, and he too prophesied in Samuel’s presence. He lay naked all that day and all that night. This is why people say, “Is Saul also among the prophets?”

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

What would you do to protect your status in life?

What would you do if someone close to you became your self-appointed enemy merely because of their success and your jealousy?

Traits of the Enemy, the Prince of Darkness, shows up in the best of families.  “All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” when tempted by the dark character traits of anger, jealousy, envy, pride, arrogance, with thoughts of removing those who offend or disagree with us.

How do we respond when tempted?  God’s Word recited out loud if necessary to the enemy who provokes us.

Paul’s letters to the church, along with the teachings of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ are full of truth bombs given to us with power from God’s Holy Spirit to allude the enemy!  We must do as the Psalmist and “hide God’s Word in our hearts so that we might not sin” against God and others.  Don’t fall for the foolishness of the Destroyer of all relationships! 

“Several scriptures can guide and strengthen us in resisting temptation. Key verses include Matthew 26:41, which emphasizes the need to watch and pray, and 1 Corinthians 10:13, which reminds us that God provides a way out of temptation. Other helpful passages include James 4:7, encouraging us to submit to God and resist the devil, and the enemy will flee!  Paul, inspired by the Holy Spirit, even tells us what to wear to combat temptations!  

 “And do this, understanding the present time: The hour has already come for you to wake up from your slumber, because our salvation is nearer now than when we first believed. The night is nearly over; the day is almost here. So let us put aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light. Let us behave decently, as in the daytime, not in carousing and drunkenness, not in sexual immorality and debauchery, not in dissension and jealousy. Rather, clothe yourselves with the Lord Jesus Christ, and do not think about how to gratify the desires of the flesh.” Romans 13 :11-14

What we do will reflects what we truly believe.  Our thought-life will be displayed in our actions.  So, what are we thinking? Who do we really believe? Who is truly Lord of our hearts, minds, and souls? We must consistently evaluate our relationships, first with God and then with each other.  What is holding us back from having unconditional, loving friendships with each other such as Jonathan and David had which was considered a most unlikely relationship at that time?

Do we only look favorably on those like us and prove worthy of our time and friendship?

Jesus touched the untouchables, extending unconditional love, and then gave his life for all the world—his enemies included. What is our response as His followers?

Relationships used only to gain favor, position, and power are not of God.

God’s way out for David was to redirect his pursuers by His Spirit!

Take another look at verses 19-24. Interesting, right? The men Saul sent to seize David were empowered by God’s Spirit to prophesy in the Spirit! We don’t know what they said; but these men were redirected and David was protected. 

Saul then decided to go himself when his men failed the mission.  God then redirected him in the same way! Saul prophesied to the point that others thought he was a prophet! Saul had had a similar experience after Samuel had anointed him king (1 Samuel 10:9–13). These two events prove that a person can have a remarkable religious experience and yet have no change in character. In Saul’s case, both experiences were sent by the Lord, but Saul didn’t profit from them. Special religious manifestations aren’t evidences that a person is even saved”! 

Jesus teaches the difference between true and false disciples;

“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?’ Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’—Jesus, Matthew 7:21–23

Saul had a religious experience but not a change of heart.

“Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.”—Jesus, Matthew 7:24-27

Saul built his house on sand.  His crash will soon follow.

Lord,

Our relationships matter to You!  What we think of each other matters to You.  You gave yourself which is all we need to have an intimate loving relationship with You and with each other.  You gave us a change of heart upon believe in all you have done for us! 

As we realize the depth of unconditional love you have for us; may our love for you and others grow to be more like your love. Help us to love more and judge less—the later being a temptation of darkness.  Clothe us with the beauty of your light of salvation so others will know and see YOU in us and come to you!  All holy relationships begin with our relationship with you.

In Jesus Name, Amen

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PARANOIA AND FEAR

When all is going well in our lives; we can become self-sufficient in our thinking. It is a strong temptation to think we deserve praise for successes that come our way.  This thinking leads to a trait unbecoming a leader—envy of anyone who also has successes in their lives.  I have observed this in pastors who speak great words of how we as the congregation should do our part; but then when we do step up and God gives us success in doing it, a “pedestal pastor” will growing fearful that he/she might be replaced. Wait, what, now?

You might be asking what is a pedestal pastor?  I admit I created this description from past experiences of watching great, passionate, once God-led leaders rising to great heights of adoration of those who put them there, to a place of feeling consistent fear, anxiety, jealously, envy, and even greed for attention and more wealth from the people.  None of these traits are of the Holy Spirit.  There is no other king on earth or in heaven but King Jesus, the one and only deserving of all our praise and thanksgiving!  He alone is the One worthy of our praise!  Only Jesus deserves the Highest position given to Him by God.  We are not Jesus. 

“Go and teach,” says Jesus.  We need to climb down from our pedestals and teach others to teach others.  This should make our joy complete in Jesus!  When we are Christ-focused and Holy Spirit led; our joy will overflow when we see those we mentor also lean into God’s wisdom with focus on Jesus.  We joyfully watch as their faith becomes stronger and more resolute in their walk as a Godly leader fulfilling His purpose in their lives.  I will never forget Andy Stanley’s words regarding mentoring leaders; “In fact, I receive more joy in seeing who I trained begin to do what I did better than the way I did it.”  Read that again.  

This is like the advice Jesus said to his disciples, “Don’t you believe that I am in the Father, and that the Father is in me? The words I say to you I do not speak on my own authority. Rather, it is the Father, living in me, who is doing his workBelieve me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the works themselves. Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.” John 14:10-12 

Jesus tells his disciples that those who believe in him will not only do the same works he has done, but will also do “greater works”, in His Name! This promise is linked to Jesus’ impending departure to the Father and the subsequent sending of the Holy Spirit. The “greater works” are often interpreted as the broader impact and reach of the Christian faith after Pentecost, as believers, empowered by the Holy Spirit, spread the gospel and perform acts of service and ministry on a larger scale because there are exponentially more disciples to do what Jesus did!  This makes Jesus smile!

Paul, a great missionary, church builder, and mentor to young Timothy who is in training to be a church leader advises; “Timothy, my dear son, be strong through the grace that God gives you in Christ Jesus. You have heard me teach things that have been confirmed by many reliable witnesses. Now teach these truths to other trustworthy people who will be able to pass them on to others. 2 Timothy 2:2, NLT

The church, built on the Cornerstone of Jesus Christ as Head of the Body of believers, would not be here today without Jesus training a group of young men and women to do what He did in His Name for God’s glory so others will know Him.  The work of Jesus’ disciples by the power of His Holy Spirit led them to not only preach Jesus but to train other to preach Jesus. God called many from various walks of life to deliver His message of salvation to the world!  Paul was one of those but not until Jesus stopped him on the road to Damascus and gave him redemption with a new purpose—God’s purpose.  He was then trained by church leaders who were trained by the disciples of Jesus.  Do you see the pattern here? Paul spent his life training God-called leaders to train leaders to train leaders…passing it on.

“Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others. In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus…”—Paul, Philippians 2:1-5.  I highly recommend reading the rest of this chapter for ways to remove ourselves from all our undeserving pedestals of praise.

Saul fell from the pedestal of selfish ambition and vane conceit who valued himself to be the new god.  But God intervened.  God’s Holy Sprit was no longer with Saul. Samuel’s mentoring of Saul became a useless work because Saul was no longer teachable. Paranoia and fear replace all he once knew. 

1 Samuel 18

Saul’s Growing Fear of David

After David had finished talking with Saul, Jonathan became one in spirit with David, and he loved him as himselfFrom that day Saul kept David with him and did not let him return home to his family. And Jonathan made a covenant with David because he loved him as himself. Jonathan took off the robe he was wearing and gave it to David, along with his tunic, and even his sword, his bow and his belt.

Whatever mission Saul sent him on, David was so successful that Saul gave him a high rank in the army. This pleased all the troops, and Saul’s officers as well.

When the men were returning home after David had killed the Philistine, the women came out from all the towns of Israel to meet King Saul with singing and dancing, with joyful songs and with timbrels and lyres. As they danced, they sang:

“Saul has slain his thousands,
    and David his tens of thousands.”

Saul was very angry; this refrain displeased him greatly. “They have credited David with tens of thousands,” he thought, “but me with only thousands. What more can he get but the kingdom?” And from that time on Saul kept a close eye on David.

10 The next day an evil spirit from God came forcefully on Saul. He was prophesying in his house, while David was playing the lyre, as he usually did. Saul had a spear in his hand 11 and he hurled it, saying to himself, “I’ll pin David to the wall.” But David eluded him twice.

12 Saul was afraid of David, because the Lord was with David but had departed from Saul. 13 So he sent David away from him and gave him command over a thousand men, and David led the troops in their campaigns. 14 In everything he did he had great success, because the Lord was with him. 15 When Saul saw how successful he was, he was afraid of him. 16 But all Israel and Judah loved David, because he led them in their campaigns.

17 Saul said to David, “Here is my older daughter Merab. I will give her to you in marriage; only serve me bravely and fight the battles of the Lord.” For Saul said to himself, “I will not raise a hand against him. Let the Philistines do that!”

18 But David said to Saul, “Who am I, and what is my family or my clan in Israel, that I should become the king’s son-in-law?” 19 So when the time came for Merab, Saul’s daughter, to be given to David, she was given in marriage to Adriel of Meholah.

20 Now Saul’s daughter Michal was in love with David, and when they told Saul about it, he was pleased. 21 “I will give her to him,” he thought, “so that she may be a snare to him and so that the hand of the Philistines may be against him.” So Saul said to David, “Now you have a second opportunity to become my son-in-law.”

22 Then Saul ordered his attendants: “Speak to David privately and say, ‘Look, the king likes you, and his attendants all love you; now become his son-in-law.’”

23 They repeated these words to David. But David said, “Do you think it is a small matter to become the king’s son-in-law? I’m only a poor man and little known.”

24 When Saul’s servants told him what David had said, 25 Saul replied, “Say to David, ‘The king wants no other price for the bride than a hundred Philistine foreskins, to take revenge on his enemies.’” Saul’s plan was to have David fall by the hands of the Philistines.

26 When the attendants told David these things, he was pleased to become the king’s son-in-law. So before the allotted time elapsed, 27 David took his men with him and went out and killed two hundred Philistines and brought back their foreskins. They counted out the full number to the king so that David might become the king’s son-in-law. Then Saul gave him his daughter Michal in marriage.

28 When Saul realized that the Lord was with David and that his daughter Michal loved David, 29 Saul became still more afraid of him, and he remained his enemy the rest of his days.

30 The Philistine commanders continued to go out to battle, and as often as they did, David met with more success than the rest of Saul’s officers, and his name became well known.

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

How we respond to praise reveals what we’re made of and whether or not we’re ready to take on new responsibilities. If praise humbles us, then God can use us. If praise puffs us up, however, we’re not yet ready for “greater things” in God’s kingdom work. “Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much.”—Jesus, Luke 16:10  God knows our hearts.

“Envy is a dangerous and insidious enemy, a cancer that slowly eats out our inner life and leads us to say and do terrible things. Proverbs 14:30 rightly calls it “rottenness to the bones.” Envy is the pain we feel within when somebody achieves or receives what we think belongs to us. Envy is the sin of successful people who can’t stand to see others reach the heights they have reached and eventually replace them. Envy easily leads to anger, and anger is often the first step toward murder (Matthew 5:21–26).”—Warren Wiersbe, Wiersbe Study Bible

Saul is so filled with envy and arrogance that it has made him fearful and paranoid concerning David.  Is he getting a glimpse of what God is doing in David?  No matter what he’s thinking, God will accomplish His purpose for His People.  God has not given up His authority. To his dying days, Saul’s anger from envy, pride, jealousy, and greed for attention and praise will not cease.  This is not the leader God desires for his people.  God wants His best for us always.

God will intervene in ways beyond our own imaginations.  Count on God. Trust God.  Believe. Do more what Jesus did and commands us to be and do…

“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

Lord,

Thank you for teaching us this morning.  Jonathan gave us the example of loving friendship with each other.  David shows us how to be humble while doing the work you give us for your glory.  Saul shows us how not to be and what not to do!  Cleanse our hearts, renew our minds, refresh our souls, and restore the joy of your salvation in us.  Teach us what you what us to teach others so all will know who you are and what you gave us—salvation with eternal life! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

In Jesus Name, Amen

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EVEN THOUGH I WALK THROUGH THE DARK VALLEY

“The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” –David, Psalm 23:1-4

David, the shepherd boy, has a different perspective in life.  David believes, committedly trusts, and relentlessly loves the Lord God of heaven and earth. He composes songs about God and sings to God in worship wherever he goes as he leads sheep.  It is no wonder that he writes, “The Lord is MY shepherd” who takes care of me!

God has helped him protect the herd of sheep David’s family owns.  God has given young David strength and wisdom in fighting bears, lions and other beasts who threaten the sheep.  David fears no evil because he knows God is truly with him.  So, from David’s perspective, God fights with and for him in all the battles of life!  David gives God glory for it is God who wins. 

This is a perspective for life we should all get behind for when trials come, God stands ready to intervene for His beloved who believe. 

David’s next “valley” he will walk through is recorded here.  I know many of us have heard, read, and maybe even roleplayed the story in youth group many times; but read it as if it were your first time.  See the “dark valley of the shadow of death”.  Look up and observe the opposing armies camped out ready to fight on both sides of the valley. Feel the heat of day and the dirt beneath your feet.  Now listen to hear a giant, crude and arrogant man defy God with words of hate for God and God’s people. Then watch what God does best that surprises all people on both sides. God has prepared a young man, seemingly ill equipped to all those around him, to slay this giant.  From God’s perspective; David is exactly the right person who will declare His glory and power to all people.  Yes, spoiler alert, God wins! 

1 Samuel 17

David and Goliath

Now the Philistines gathered their forces for war and assembled at Sokoh in Judah. They pitched camp at Ephes Dammim, between Sokoh and Azekah. Saul and the Israelites assembled and camped in the Valley of Elah and drew up their battle line to meet the Philistines. The Philistines occupied one hill and the Israelites another, with the valley between them.

A champion named Goliath, who was from Gath, came out of the Philistine camp. His height was six cubits and a span. He had a bronze helmet on his head and wore a coat of scale armor of bronze weighing five thousand shekels; on his legs he wore bronze greaves, and a bronze javelin was slung on his back. His spear shaft was like a weaver’s rod, and its iron point weighed six hundred shekels. His shield bearer went ahead of him.

Goliath stood and shouted to the ranks of Israel, “Why do you come out and line up for battle? Am I not a Philistine, and are you not the servants of Saul? Choose a man and have him come down to me. If he is able to fight and kill me, we will become your subjects; but if I overcome him and kill him, you will become our subjects and serve us.” 10 Then the Philistine said, “This day I defy the armies of Israel! Give me a man and let us fight each other.” 11 On hearing the Philistine’s words, Saul and all the Israelites were dismayed and terrified.

12 Now David was the son of an Ephrathite named Jesse, who was from Bethlehem in Judah. Jesse had eight sons, and in Saul’s time he was very old. 13 Jesse’s three oldest sons had followed Saul to the war: The firstborn was Eliab; the second, Abinadab; and the third, Shammah. 14 David was the youngest. The three oldest followed Saul, 15 but David went back and forth from Saul to tend his father’s sheep at Bethlehem.

16 For forty days the Philistine came forward every morning and evening and took his stand.

17 Now Jesse said to his son David, “Take this ephah of roasted grain and these ten loaves of bread for your brothers and hurry to their camp. 18 Take along these ten cheeses to the commander of their unit. See how your brothers are and bring back some assurance from them. 19 They are with Saul and all the men of Israel in the Valley of Elah, fighting against the Philistines.”

20 Early in the morning David left the flock in the care of a shepherd, loaded up and set out, as Jesse had directed. He reached the camp as the army was going out to its battle positions, shouting the war cry. 21 Israel and the Philistines were drawing up their lines facing each other. 22 David left his things with the keeper of supplies, ran to the battle lines and asked his brothers how they were. 23 As he was talking with them, Goliath, the Philistine champion from Gath, stepped out from his lines and shouted his usual defiance, and David heard it. 24 Whenever the Israelites saw the man, they all fled from him in great fear.

25 Now the Israelites had been saying, “Do you see how this man keeps coming out? He comes out to defy Israel. The king will give great wealth to the man who kills him. He will also give him his daughter in marriage and will exempt his family from taxes in Israel.”

26 David asked the men standing near him, “What will be done for the man who kills this Philistine and removes this disgrace from Israel? Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?”

27 They repeated to him what they had been saying and told him, “This is what will be done for the man who kills him.”

28 When Eliab, David’s oldest brother, heard him speaking with the men, he burned with anger at him and asked, “Why have you come down here? And with whom did you leave those few sheep in the wilderness? I know how conceited you are and how wicked your heart is; you came down only to watch the battle.”

29 “Now what have I done?” said David. “Can’t I even speak?” 30 He then turned away to someone else and brought up the same matter, and the men answered him as before. 31 What David said was overheard and reported to Saul, and Saul sent for him.

32 David said to Saul, “Let no one lose heart on account of this Philistine; your servant will go and fight him.”

33 Saul replied, “You are not able to go out against this Philistine and fight him; you are only a young man, and he has been a warrior from his youth.”

34 But David said to Saul, “Your servant has been keeping his father’s sheep. When a lion or a bear came and carried off a sheep from the flock, 35 I went after it, struck it and rescued the sheep from its mouth. When it turned on me, I seized it by its hair, struck it and killed it. 36 Your servant has killed both the lion and the bear; this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them, because he has defied the armies of the living God. 37 The Lord who rescued me from the paw of the lion and the paw of the bear will rescue me from the hand of this Philistine.”

Saul said to David, “Go, and the Lord be with you.”

38 Then Saul dressed David in his own tunic. He put a coat of armor on him and a bronze helmet on his head. 39 David fastened on his sword over the tunic and tried walking around, because he was not used to them.

“I cannot go in these,” he said to Saul, “because I am not used to them.” So he took them off. 40 Then he took his staff in his hand, chose five smooth stones from the stream, put them in the pouch of his shepherd’s bag and, with his sling in his hand, approached the Philistine.

41 Meanwhile, the Philistine, with his shield bearer in front of him, kept coming closer to David. 42 He looked David over and saw that he was little more than a boy, glowing with health and handsome, and he despised him. 43 He said to David, “Am I a dog, that you come at me with sticks?” And the Philistine cursed David by his gods. 44 “Come here,” he said, “and I’ll give your flesh to the birds and the wild animals!”

45 David said to the Philistine, “You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the Lord Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. 46 This day the Lord will deliver you into my hands, and I’ll strike you down and cut off your head. This very day I will give the carcasses of the Philistine army to the birds and the wild animals, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. 47 All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the Lord saves; for the battle is the Lord’s, and he will give all of you into our hands.”

48 As the Philistine moved closer to attack him, David ran quickly toward the battle line to meet him. 49 Reaching into his bag and taking out a stone, he slung it and struck the Philistine on the forehead. The stone sank into his forehead, and he fell facedown on the ground.

50 So David triumphed over the Philistine with a sling and a stone; without a sword in his hand he struck down the Philistine and killed him.

51 David ran and stood over him. He took hold of the Philistine’s sword and drew it from the sheath. After he killed him, he cut off his head with the sword.

When the Philistines saw that their hero was dead, they turned and ran52 Then the men of Israel and Judah surged forward with a shout and pursued the Philistines to the entrance of Gath and to the gates of Ekron. Their dead were strewn along the Shaaraim road to Gath and Ekron. 53 When the Israelites returned from chasing the Philistines, they plundered their camp.

54 David took the Philistine’s head and brought it to Jerusalem; he put the Philistine’s weapons in his own tent.

55 As Saul watched David going out to meet the Philistine, he said to Abner, commander of the army, “Abner, whose son is that young man?”

Abner replied, “As surely as you live, Your Majesty, I don’t know.”

56 The king said, “Find out whose son this young man is.”

57 As soon as David returned from killing the Philistine, Abner took him and brought him before Saul, with David still holding the Philistine’s head.

58 “Whose son are you, young man?” Saul asked him.

David said, “I am the son of your servant Jesse of Bethlehem.”

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

Did you read God’s story portrayed through David, Saul, and Goliath with a new perspective? Many thoughts are swirly around in my mind, too!  Let’s consider each person, one at a time:

Saul—is full of fear and is wondering if this giant of a man can be overcome? He is dismayed by his own weakness and lack of wisdom to resolve this situation that is only growing worse with each day. Saul’s men are not unified for this battle and has put fear in their hearts as well. Saul is angered by the taunts from the Philistine to him first and to God and His people.  Saul once knew God well and trusted Him; but now he leans on his own understanding and wisdom as he leads. Saul’s ego is fractured and bruised.  From his perspective, this is no-win situation.

Goliath—is big, confident, burly, and believable simply because of his stature!  Goliath is king of the battle in his mind.  He relies on his largeness to bully all who are physically smaller and weaker than he thinks he is. Goliath is a bully.  We all know bullies who have revenge on their minds from past hurts or being bullies themselves.  Revenge breeds contempt, hate, and all things evil.  Goliath is a Philistine, a cult of evil who God told His people to destroy when they first entered the Promised Land.  They didn’t, so here they are paying the consequences of yet another slice of disobedience.  From Goliath’s perspective; he’s in charge.

David—since before birth, God had him on his mind and in His plan.  God has been preparing David for this moment.  God equipped David for this time and place using challenging feats of strength as a shepherd boy along with the trials of being bullied by older brothers who think he is “less than valuable” to their family.  David loves God with all his heart, mind, and soul. He worships God often in songs of prayer and praise. David knows God and seeks the heart of God.  David’s passionate faith leads with desire to do what God has given him to be and do even if he doesn’t know all that entails—yet.  David feels held back by his older brothers and his father Jesse.  But he trusts God relentlessly for how He will work in David’s life.  From David’s perspective, God has already won! That’s why he runs to the battle to finish what God began!

Jesse—Ah, Jesse, is David’s earthly, maybe overprotective, father.  From his perspective he feels he must keep his youngest close to home—to tend to sheep.  After all, how much trouble can David get into while merely caring for sheep?  He finally allows David to take cheese and bread to his brothers involved in battle.  Jesse tells David explicitly to “check on them” while taking food to sustain them.  Did God lead Jesse to tell David to do this? Mm. From Jesse’s perspective—protect his own at all costs!

You know, sometimes facing our giants in battle with the Lord might first involve serving cheese.  Mm, Hold that thought….

God—This is God’s story being told to us through His Word to declare who He is with how He works on our behalf.  God knows every giant that plagues His people.  We must realize that our Holy, Almighty God is the main character!  Our compassionate, all-knowing God was, is and always will be in control for God has not given up His authority no matter how defiant this giant or our giant situations are for us. God is faithful even when we, as his people are not and fear fills our being.  This battle with the evil giants of the Philistine army serves to declare God’s glory and power to all involved and gathered in this place at this time.  David knows it.  Saul is baffled by it.  And Goliath?  He’s toast!  God wins. 

So, what’s our perspective of God now?  How do we now see our “giants”?  Who’s greater—our giant tests, trials, suffering, along with our giant fear of unknown outcomes or our known God? 

David’s dark valley became a place of God’s victory!

Lord,

“You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.” (the rest of Psalm 23)

In Jesus Name, I will trust in you, for my good and your glory, Amen

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THE NEW KING SERVES THE OUTGOING KING!

Unfortunately, pride is present in our nature, ready to rear it’s ugly head as we gain success and favor with people because of accomplishments in our lives. “Keep your heart pure” warns Paul as he mentors Timothy because it is in these exact moments that evil works hard to change our minds, thinking we are better than anyone else, including God.  Who needs God when we can do good all by ourselves?  Yikes, danger lies ahead. Added to pride is the need to seek and demand the consistent praises and pats on the back from everyone around us, even if what we did wasn’t the best plan of action!  The perfect storm brews as elements of ego-driven arrogance, pride, and greed for more take over our being—all the characteristics of evil.

Only God, who created all and is sovereign over all, could have orchestrated what happens next in God’s story of faithfulness and kindness to His people.  Saul used to be a man who loved and revered God; but then he defied God in all he thinks, says, and does. God steps in to intervene on behalf of His People.  God took His Holy Spirit from King Saul; for God’s spirit does not reside in dark places.  An evil has taken over Saul’s being; rendering him mentally, spiritually, and emotionally incapable of being king over God’s people.  Interestingly, Saul was tall and handsome with a kingly presence that the people admired.  Saul, at first, gave glory to God who gave him strength to overcome the enemies in war. God chose him for his humble spirit, as Saul was surprised that God would allow him to serve Him as King of Israel.  But now, Saul allowed the temptations of greatness to overcome him.

God intervenes for God knows. God has already chosen another candidate to replace King Saul.  God had David in Him mind before He was born. (Pause to wrap our minds around that thought!)  David is the youngest of the eight sons of Jesse so he is relegated to watch over the sheep as his job in the family.  As the youngest, he also serves the older brothers in whatever they ask him to do.  David is also a gifted musician who sings beautiful hymns of praise and thanksgiving to God who he loves with all his heart.  David communes with God out in the fields; for He trusts God to be his protector while he cares for the sheep.  Scriptures allude that David becomes the “apple of God’s eye.”  David is also known as a man after God’s own heart.

1 Samuel 16

Samuel Anoints David

The Lord said to Samuel, “How long will you mourn for Saul, since I have rejected him as king over Israel? Fill your horn with oil and be on your way; I am sending you to Jesse of Bethlehem. I have chosen one of his sons to be king.”

But Samuel said, “How can I go? If Saul hears about it, he will kill me.”

The Lord said, “Take a heifer with you and say, ‘I have come to sacrifice to the Lord.’ Invite Jesse to the sacrifice, and I will show you what to do. You are to anoint for me the one I indicate.”

Samuel did what the Lord said. When he arrived at Bethlehem, the elders of the town trembled when they met him. They asked, “Do you come in peace?”

Samuel replied, “Yes, in peace; I have come to sacrifice to the Lord. Consecrate yourselves and come to the sacrifice with me.” Then he consecrated Jesse and his sons and invited them to the sacrifice.

When they arrived, Samuel saw Eliab and thought, “Surely the Lord’s anointed stands here before the Lord.”

But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

Then Jesse called Abinadab and had him pass in front of Samuel. But Samuel said, “The Lord has not chosen this one either.” Jesse then had Shammah pass by, but Samuel said, “Nor has the Lord chosen this one.” 10 Jesse had seven of his sons pass before Samuel, but Samuel said to him, “The Lord has not chosen these.” 11 So he asked Jesse, “Are these all the sons you have?”

“There is still the youngest,” Jesse answered. “He is tending the sheep.”

Samuel said, “Send for him; we will not sit down until he arrives.”

12 So he sent for him and had him brought in. He was glowing with health and had a fine appearance and handsome features.

Then the Lord said, “Rise and anoint him; this is the one.”

13 So Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him in the presence of his brothers, and from that day on the Spirit of the Lord came powerfully upon David. Samuel then went to Ramah.

David in Saul’s Service

14 Now the Spirit of the Lord had departed from Saul, and an evilspirit from the Lord tormented him.

15 Saul’s attendants said to him, “See, an evil spirit from God is tormenting you. 16 Let our lord command his servants here to search for someone who can play the lyre. He will play when the evil spirit from God comes on you, and you will feel better.”

17 So Saul said to his attendants, “Find someone who plays well and bring him to me.”

18 One of the servants answered, “I have seen a son of Jesse of Bethlehem who knows how to play the lyre. He is a brave man and a warrior. He speaks well and is a fine-looking man. And the Lord is with him.”

19 Then Saul sent messengers to Jesse and said, “Send me your son David, who is with the sheep.” 20 So Jesse took a donkey loaded with bread, a skin of wine and a young goat and sent them with his son David to Saul.

21 David came to Saul and entered his service. Saul liked him very much, and David became one of his armor-bearers. 22 Then Saul sent word to Jesse, saying, “Allow David to remain in my service, for I am pleased with him.”

23 Whenever the spirit from God came on Saul, David would take up his lyre and play. Then relief would come to Saul; he would feel better, and the evil spirit would leave him.

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

FUN FACT:  The phrase “apple of God’s eye” is used in several Bible verses to describe something or someone precious and highly valued. (See also Proverbs 7:2, Zechariah 2:8) While David doesn’t explicitly use the phrase to describe himself, he does pray in Psalm 17:8, “Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings.” In this context, David is asking God for protection and favor, likening himself to the most precious part of God’s eye. The phrase itself is a metaphor for something extremely dear and worthy of protection. In ancient Hebrew culture, the “apple” of the eye referred to the pupil, the most sensitive and vital part of the eye. 

We will read later that as king, David is not perfect and falls for the temptations of evil. But David knows God enough to repent when he sins against Him with a heart who still seeks the heart of God.  Herein lies the difference between Saul and David.

The irony of David, the newly chosen and anointed king, serving King Saul is not lost on us!  David experiences what happens when God’s Holy Spirit is removed from a being who once knew God and did what God said.  Could this be why David compassionately wrote this prayer of repentance after his sin of adultery with Bathsheba? —

“Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.” Psalm 51:10-12 
Yes, the title of Psalm 51 states the truth: For the director of music. A psalm of David. When the prophet Nathan came to him after David had committed adultery with Bathsheba.

David saw Saul at his worst—spiritually, mentally, physically, and emotionally wracked and wrecked in his inmost being because God’s Spirt was removed from him. As David played his lyre and sang God’s songs from his heart, he was a witness to an unrepentant heart of pride that was broken in pieces without God.

Our response to God is an individual time with God because He loves to commune with us. We must deal with God personally—for we were created for a personal, intimate loving relationship with Him. After Christ left earth, God’s Holy Spirit came with power to live in all who believe that Jesus did indeed die but rose from death in victory three days later. THIS is our hope of eternal life with Him just as He said!  AND, here’s more good news—God’s Holy Spirit will not leave us!  Jesus promised in the New Covenant with God; He would be with us always—until the end of the age.  (Matthew 28:20)  The gift of God to us is His Holy Spirit residing in us.

The only removal being done is our repented sins; “as far as the east is from the west, so have our sins been removed,” buried in the deepest sea” to be “remembered no more”!  (Psalm 103:12; Hebrews 8:12; Micah 7:19)

In our known world is a system that ranks the value of humans by the amount of wealth amassed, the number of things possessed, along with seen consistent successes on the outside. But God’s value system is not of this world.  Jesus’ Kingdom plan that He taught is a reason for joy! Jesus told John that a new kingdom was coming—a kingdom where people have value not because of what they do, but because of whose they are.  “We are God’s children!”  Joint heirs with Chris who saved us.

We often pick leaders by credentials rather than character. Next time we must select a leader, ask questions about character—not about résumé. Find evidence of who they are and who they listen to for advice.  And…may we spend more time cultivating our character rather than our references from those who see only what we allow them to see on the outside for “The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

Oh Lord,

Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.

Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

Then I will teach transgressors your ways, so that sinners will turn back to you. (Psalm 51)

In Jesus Name, for our good and Your Glory, Amen

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DEFIANCE—NOT A DESIRABLE TRAIT!

Managing, disciplining, guiding, and caring for many children from multiple classrooms can be challenging on the school playground. As teachers, we want them to have this break to run free for a period from their schoolwork. We want them to rest from sitting and working on their tasks and projects. Students need the freedom to talk and relate to each other, too!  May lifelong friendships begin on the playground where kids are free to relate with each other. 

As teachers, we highly encourage play and building healthy relationships.  To grow healthy and wholesome relationships, the environment must be one of respect and kindness for each other.  Teachers lay the groundwork this healthy way of life.  Teachers list rules for a pleasant and caring school life. We post it in our classrooms. We often explain the many consequences that will happen if they do not obey the rules. Realizing everyone is growing and learning at different rates from different backgrounds in this way of life, no one is perfect in obeying all the rules.  Good teachers will stop, explain, and reteach the discipline of obedience then send them on their way again with love, mercy, and grace.  Most students respond well to the teacher’s wisdom and care for them. 

But some will look into the eyes of the teacher in defiance. The defiant ones will lie about what did and blame others.  Sometimes they will blame the teacher who made the “stupid rule” while accepting no responsibility for their actions.  Defiance grows from   the disrespectful traits of arrogance, ego, pride, jealousy, and envy; traits that lead to habitual hateful behaviors with self-built walls of protection from those who defy the student!  No matter the underlying, undiscovered possible circumstances are that might have lead to this behavior; out of control defiance must be halted immediately for the good of the defiant!  The defiant one must be held in check quickly and privately with wisdom and discernment for it is the defiant ones who will lie, blame others for their behavior, before coming to a place of regret for their behaviors. 

The defiant need time out and time away from others for the purpose of being retaught with understanding and careful instruction and coping skills with appropriate consequences so no more harm will come to the defiantly disobedient or to their peers.

1 Samuel 15

The Lord Rejects Saul as King

15 Samuel said to Saul, “I am the one the Lord sent to anoint you king over his people Israel; so listen now to the message from the LordThis is what the Lord Almighty says: ‘I will punish the Amalekites for what they did to Israel when they waylaid them as they came up from Egypt. Now go, attack the Amalekites and totally destroy all that belongs to them. Do not spare them; put to death men and women, children and infants, cattle and sheep, camels and donkeys.’”

So Saul summoned the men and mustered them at Telaim—two hundred thousand foot soldiers and ten thousand from Judah. Saul went to the city of Amalek and set an ambush in the ravine. Then he said to the Kenites, “Go away, leave the Amalekites so that I do not destroy you along with them; for you showed kindness to all the Israelites when they came up out of Egypt.” So the Kenites moved away from the Amalekites.

Then Saul attacked the Amalekites all the way from Havilah to Shur, near the eastern border of Egypt. He took Agag king of the Amalekites alive, and all his people he totally destroyed with the sword. But Saul and the army spared Agag and the best of the sheep and cattle, the fat calves and lambs—everything that was good. These they were unwilling to destroy completely, but everything that was despised and weak they totally destroyed.

10 Then the word of the Lord came to Samuel: 11 “I regret that I have made Saul king, because he has turned away from me and has not carried out my instructions.” Samuel was angry, and he cried out to the Lord all that night.

12 Early in the morning Samuel got up and went to meet Saul, but he was told, “Saul has gone to Carmel. There he has set up a monument in his own honor and has turned and gone on down to Gilgal.”

13 When Samuel reached him, Saul said, “The Lord bless you! I have carried out the Lord’s instructions.”

14 But Samuel said, “What then is this bleating of sheep in my ears? What is this lowing of cattle that I hear?”

15 Saul answered, “The soldiers brought them from the Amalekites; they spared the best of the sheep and cattle to sacrifice to the Lord your God, but we totally destroyed the rest.”

16 “Enough!” Samuel said to Saul. “Let me tell you what the Lord said to me last night.”

“Tell me,” Saul replied.

17 Samuel said, “Although you were once small in your own eyes, did you not become the head of the tribes of Israel? The Lord anointed you king over Israel. 18 And he sent you on a mission, saying, ‘Go and completely destroy those wicked people, the Amalekites; wage war against them until you have wiped them out.’ 19 Why did you not obey the Lord? Why did you pounce on the plunder and do evil in the eyes of the Lord?”

20 “But I did obey the Lord,” Saul said. “I went on the mission the Lord assigned me. I completely destroyed the Amalekites and brought back Agag their king. 21 The soldiers took sheep and cattle from the plunder, the best of what was devoted to God, in order to sacrifice them to the Lord your God at Gilgal.”

22 But Samuel replied:

“Does the Lord delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices
    as much as in obeying the Lord?
To obey is better than sacrifice,
    and to heed is better than the fat of rams.
23 For rebellion is like the sin of divination,
    and arrogance like the evil of idolatry.
Because you have rejected the word of the Lord,
    he has rejected you as king.”

24 Then Saul said to Samuel, “I have sinned. I violated the Lord’s command and your instructions. I was afraid of the men and so I gave in to them. 25 Now I beg you, forgive my sin and come back with me, so that I may worship the Lord.”

26 But Samuel said to him, “I will not go back with you. You have rejected the word of the Lord, and the Lord has rejected you as king over Israel!”

27 As Samuel turned to leave, Saul caught hold of the hem of his robeand it tore. 28 Samuel said to him, “The Lord has torn the kingdom of Israel from you today and has given it to one of your neighbors—to one better than you29 He who is the Glory of Israel does not lie or change his mind; for he is not a human being, that he should change his mind.”

30 Saul replied, “I have sinned. But please honor me before the elders of my people and before Israel; come back with me, so that I may worship the Lord your God.” 31 So Samuel went back with Saul, and Saul worshiped the Lord.

32 Then Samuel said, “Bring me Agag king of the Amalekites.”

Agag came to him in chains. And he thought, “Surely the bitterness of death is past.”

33 But Samuel said,

“As your sword has made women childless,
    so will your mother be childless among women.”

And Samuel put Agag to death before the Lord at Gilgal.

34 Then Samuel left for Ramah, but Saul went up to his home in Gibeah of Saul. 35 Until the day Samuel died, he did not go to see Saul again, though Samuel mourned for him. And the Lord regretted that he had made Saul king over Israel.

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

God, in His wisdom and love for His people, removes Saul from his position as king. Why? Saul became God in his thinking and behaving. Saul’s thought he no longer needed to consult God—who needs God when I can do all things. With a few successes in battle under his belt, (the successes God provided miraculously), Saul’s pride and arrogance took over his whole being to the point of defying the God of all!  

Notice the many times he uses pronouns of disassociation from God as he speak to Samuel, sent by God, to deal with this defiant, in denial, disobedient king.

Samuel mourns Saul’s defiant behavior.  Samuel loved Saul.  Those who love with the love of God in them desire God’s best for others.  God’s children mourn when defiance takes over the being of loved ones in their community, rendering the defiant and disobedient unable to use the gifts God gave them for their good, the good of others, while giving all glory to God!

Samuel teaches us the character of God—

“He who is the Glory of Israel does not lie or change his mind; for he is not a human being, that he should change his mind.”  How comforting and reassuring to know God will never lie to us or betray us! 

Saul teaches us the consequences of living a miserable life of trying to be God—

“This is a pivotal chapter in Saul’s story. The Lord gave him another opportunity to prove himself, but he failed again, lied about it, and was judged. Saul had a habit of substituting saying for doing and of making excuses instead of confessing his sins. No matter what happened, any negative consequence was always someone else’s fault. Saul was more concerned about looking good before the people than being good before God. Consider the stages in this event that cost Saul the kingdom and eventually his life.”—Warren Wiersbe, Wiersbe Study Bible

God’s great lesson to Saul, delivered through Samuel, and now to us—

“Does the Lord delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the Lord?  To obey is better than sacrifice… rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance like the evil of idolatry.”

Merely looking good is not what God is looking for in us. God looks deep into our hearts.

“For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him.” 2 Chronicles 16:9

The statement “God looks over the world for those who love him” in various translations reflects a belief that God is actively attentive and involved in the lives of those who have a loving relationship with Him. How awesome is this thought!

This idea is backed up by scriptures such as Romans 8:28, which states that God works all things together for good for those who love Him. How awesome is our God!

God’s eyes are constantly searching throughout the earth to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose hearts are fully devoted to Him. How blessed are we to know our God is God—and not us!

Yes, to trust and obey God, the One and Only God, is better!

Lord,

There is much to learn and think about concerning Your Word to us today.  Pour into my life all You want to learn, be, and do for today. I feel we have only scratched the surface of your great wisdom—but you know that. Thank you, Lord for correcting us.

In Jesus Name, Amen

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CREDIT DUE? TO WHO NOW?

We all see it!  All have sinned and fall short in this area of life at least once or twice. What is it? Pride of success.  Patting ourselves on the back for what those behind us and with us have accomplished.  However, when success is tremendous and powerful; it is the humble leader of God who does not take any credit but first gives the glory to God who provided then immediately to the team players who helped the team accomplish the hard work with faith in God to complete it. No one likes to work for and with a leader with an ego so humongous that it no longer fits through the door of his own house!

This next passage focuses on Jonathan, Saul’s oldest son.  We learn to love Jonathan!  We see his committed faith in God!  Because he inquired of God, Jonathan and his armor bearer, who had faith in both Jonathan and God, won a strategic battle against the Philistines.  It was God who directed Jonathan and God who fought the battle by sending the Philistines into panic. But who took the credit?  King Saul! His father had taken the credit (Go back to 13:1–7) from the beginning and to the end! Saul even took the place of Samuel the priest!  Yes, Pride is beginning to overtake Saul daily even though this man is the one God called to be king of Israel. 

Jonathan is a remarkable blessing of the grace of God. When we read this story, we begin to see the flaws in Saul’s leadership taking shape.  Saul does not appreciate his magnificent son! We will later read of Jonathan’s growth as a courageous warrior (2 Sam. 1:22), a born leader, and a man of faith who sought to do the will of God. 

1 Samuel 14

One day Jonathan son of Saul said to his young armor-bearer, “Come, let’s go over to the Philistine outpost on the other side.” But he did not tell his father.

Saul was staying on the outskirts of Gibeah under a pomegranate tree in Migron. With him were about six hundred men, among whom was Ahijah, who was wearing an ephod. He was a son of Ichabod’s brother Ahitub son of Phinehas, the son of Eli, the Lord’s priest in Shiloh. No one was aware that Jonathan had left.

On each side of the pass that Jonathan intended to cross to reach the Philistine outpost was a cliff; one was called Bozez and the other Seneh. One cliff stood to the north toward Mikmash, the other to the south toward Geba.

Jonathan said to his young armor-bearer, “Come, let’s go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised men. Perhaps the Lord will act in our behalf. Nothing can hinder the Lord from saving, whether by many or by few.”

“Do all that you have in mind,” his armor-bearer said. “Go ahead; I am with you heart and soul.”

Jonathan said, “Come on, then; we will cross over toward them and let them see us. If they say to us, ‘Wait there until we come to you,’ we will stay where we are and not go up to them. 10 But if they say, ‘Come up to us,’ we will climb up, because that will be our sign that the Lord has given them into our hands.”

11 So both of them showed themselves to the Philistine outpost. “Look!” said the Philistines. “The Hebrews are crawling out of the holes they were hiding in.” 12 The men of the outpost shouted to Jonathan and his armor-bearer, “Come up to us and we’ll teach you a lesson.”

So Jonathan said to his armor-bearer, “Climb up after me; the Lord has given them into the hand of Israel.”

13 Jonathan climbed up, using his hands and feet, with his armor-bearer right behind him. The Philistines fell before Jonathan, and his armor-bearer followed and killed behind him. 14 In that first attack Jonathan and his armor-bearer killed some twenty men in an area of about half an acre.

Israel Routs the Philistines

15 Then panic struck the whole army—those in the camp and field, and those in the outposts and raiding parties—and the ground shook. It was a panic sent by God.

16 Saul’s lookouts at Gibeah in Benjamin saw the army melting away in all directions. 17 Then Saul said to the men who were with him, “Muster the forces and see who has left us.” When they did, it was Jonathan and his armor-bearer who were not there.

18 Saul said to Ahijah, “Bring the ark of God.” (At that time it was with the Israelites.)19 While Saul was talking to the priest, the tumult in the Philistine camp increased more and more. So Saul said to the priest, “Withdraw your hand.”

20 Then Saul and all his men assembled and went to the battle. They found the Philistines in total confusion, striking each other with their swords21 Those Hebrews who had previously been with the Philistines and had gone up with them to their camp went over to the Israelites who were with Saul and Jonathan. 22 When all the Israelites who had hidden in the hill country of Ephraim heard that the Philistines were on the run, they joined the battle in hot pursuit. 23 So on that day the Lord saved Israel, and the battle moved on beyond Beth Aven.

Jonathan Eats Honey

24 Now the Israelites were in distress that day, because Saul had bound the people under an oath, saying, “Cursed be anyone who eats food before evening comes, before I have avenged myself on my enemies!” So none of the troops tasted food.

25 The entire army entered the woods, and there was honey on the ground26 When they went into the woods, they saw the honey oozing out; yet no one put his hand to his mouth, because they feared the oath. 27 But Jonathan had not heard that his father had bound the people with the oath, so he reached out the end of the staff that was in his hand and dipped it into the honeycomb. He raised his hand to his mouth, and his eyes brightened. 28 Then one of the soldiers told him, “Your father bound the army under a strict oath, saying, ‘Cursed be anyone who eats food today!’ That is why the men are faint.”

29 Jonathan said, “My father has made trouble for the country. See how my eyes brightened when I tasted a little of this honey. 30 How much better it would have been if the men had eaten today some of the plunder they took from their enemies. Would not the slaughter of the Philistines have been even greater?”

31 That day, after the Israelites had struck down the Philistines from Mikmash to Aijalon, they were exhausted32 They pounced on the plunder and, taking sheep, cattle and calves, they butchered them on the ground and ate them, together with the blood. 33 Then someone said to Saul, “Look, the men are sinning against the Lord by eating meat that has blood in it.”

“You have broken faith,” he said. “Roll a large stone over here at once.” 34 Then he said, “Go out among the men and tell them, ‘Each of you bring me your cattle and sheep, and slaughter them here and eat them. Do not sin against the Lord by eating meat with blood still in it.’”

So everyone brought his ox that night and slaughtered it there. 35 Then Saul built an altar to the Lord; it was the first time he had done this.

36 Saul said, “Let us go down and pursue the Philistines by night and plunder them till dawn, and let us not leave one of them alive.”

“Do whatever seems best to you,” they replied.

But the priest said, “Let us inquire of God here.”

37 So Saul asked God, “Shall I go down and pursue the Philistines? Will you give them into Israel’s hand?” But God did not answer him that day.

38 Saul therefore said, “Come here, all you who are leaders of the army, and let us find out what sin has been committed today. 39 As surely as the Lord who rescues Israel lives, even if the guilt lies with my son Jonathan, he must die.” But not one of them said a word.

40 Saul then said to all the Israelites, “You stand over there; I and Jonathan my son will stand over here.”

“Do what seems best to you,” they replied.

41 Then Saul prayed to the Lord, the God of Israel, “Why have you not answered your servant today? If the fault is in me or my son Jonathan, respond with Urim, but if the men of Israel are at fault, respond with Thummim.” Jonathan and Saul were taken by lot, and the men were cleared. 42 Saul said, “Cast the lot between me and Jonathan my son.” And Jonathan was taken.

43 Then Saul said to Jonathan, “Tell me what you have done.”

So Jonathan told him, “I tasted a little honey with the end of my staff. And now I must die!”

44 Saul said, “May God deal with me, be it ever so severely, if you do not die, Jonathan.”

45 But the men said to Saul, “Should Jonathan die—he who has brought about this great deliverance in Israel? Never! As surely as the Lord lives, not a hair of his head will fall to the ground, for he did this today with God’s help.” So the men rescued Jonathan, and he was not put to death.

46 Then Saul stopped pursuing the Philistines, and they withdrew to their own land.

47 After Saul had assumed rule over Israel, he fought against their enemies on every side: Moab, the Ammonites, Edom, the kings of Zobah, and the Philistines. Wherever he turned, he inflicted punishment on them. 48 He fought valiantly and defeated the Amalekites, delivering Israel from the hands of those who had plundered them.

Saul’s Family

49 Saul’s sons were Jonathan, Ishvi and Malki-Shua. The name of his older daughter was Merab, and that of the younger was Michal50 His wife’s name was Ahinoam daughter of Ahimaaz. The name of the commander of Saul’s army was Abner son of Ner, and Ner was Saul’s uncle. 51 Saul’s father Kish and Abner’s father Ner were sons of Abiel.

52 All the days of Saul there was bitter war with the Philistines, and whenever Saul saw a mighty or brave man, he took him into his service.

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

As we study Saul’s life, we will see more and more evidence that he was what some people call a “control freak.” He envied other people’s success, he was suspicious of any strategy that he didn’t originate or at least approve, and he was ruthless when it came to removing people who challenged his leadership or exposed his folly.  Saul even attacked his own son, Jonathan!  But that comes later as pride produces envy, jealousy, greed, and control over all things and people who get in his way.

We see a good example of self-praise and pride is in this very passage!  Saul asked the priest to bring him the ark of the Lord. He was probably planning to take it to the battlefield with the army, a foolish tactic that had brought judgment in Eli’s day! But the priest was not given the chance to inquire of the Lord!  The priest never had a chance to determine God’s will, for when Saul heard the noise of the battle increasing, he interrupted the divine proceedings and made his own decision.

Saul’s impatience and self-confidence got the best of him! He acted without knowing God’s will or receiving God’s blessing. His pride will consistently get in the way of knowing God more because Saul feels he is God.  Saul’s faith in God falters when he declares himself the divine who demands all the glory and credit for all victories.  We see Saul “performing religious acts” that are not part of his job description.  These acts are only to prove he is holier than everyone else—even God! 

But God knows and God will intervene for the good of His people.  God has not given up nor will He ever give up His authority!

Saul has a “heart condition” that is growing steadily worse. As we continue to read King Saul’s words recorded in Samuel; the words will often reveal a heart controlled by pride, foolishness, and deceit. It will send chills down our spines!  He would say foolish things just to impress people with his “spirituality,” when in reality he was walking far from the Lord.  God knows and sees every heart—because He created us! 

Trouble is brews as Saul becomes pride obsessed!  When it became known that Jonathan ate honey and saw the energy all the men fighting in battle should have, King Saul decided to cast lots to perform a “spiritual act” that God did not tell him to do to find out who disobeyed him.  God did not tell Saul to keep food from his soldiers; Saul did this merely to prove his power over his team!  But God did not perform for Saul.  God could have changed the results of the vote. But God wanted to bring everything out in the open and humiliate King Saul, whose pride had caused the problem to begin with. The people praised Jonathan, not Saul, as the man who had brought the great victory to Israel.  Jonathan praised God! 

Oh yes, there’s way more to come—stay tuned!

Lord,

Our enemy tempts us with this pride thing often so we need your help to overcome when it presents itself into our daily lives. No one is good, but You! So, cleanse our hearts, renew our minds daily.  Refresh our souls with your mercy. Restore continually the joy of your salvation at work within us. To you be all glory, honor, and praise!

In Jesus Name, Amen

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FLIGHT OR FIGHT?

When suddenly confronted with an attack from a known or unknown enemy we have two choices that instinctively rise the occasion—run towards the battle or run from the battle and hide.  But involve extreme fear of imagined or assured outcomes.  Psychologists call this human instinct; flight or fight.  Muscles tense and beads of sweat appear. This combination of reactions to stress is known as the “fight-or-flight” response because it evolved as a survival mechanism, enabling people and other mammals to react quickly to life-threatening situations.

HOW DOES GOD FIT INTO OUR FIGHT OR FLEE INSTINCTS?  This passage is interesting as we read about the different approaches the leaders took when outnumbered by their enemy, the Philistines.  Israel greatest enemy gathered to attack Israel at Geba, the Israelites were badly in need of resources for battle. But Israel has God, the God who created all and over all.  Nothing is too difficult for God.  Nothing is impossible when God directs for where He guides; He provides.  Samuel represents God as His spokesperson. Samuel is always quick to give God all the glory due Him.  Samuel is the high priest, prophet and seer of outcomes, the wise one of the Kingdom of Israel. 

But King Saul grew tired of waiting for Samuel to instruct him about the battle at hand. Samuel delayed, and Saul’s men began to desert.  Saul, in panic which leads to fool hardy actions, he did the unthinkable—took Samuel’s place as priest and offered a sacrifice to the Lord only to seek God’s good favor in battle.  Saul took the situation into his own hands. 

1 Samuel 13

Samuel Rebukes Saul

Saul was thirty years old when he became king, and he reigned over Israel forty-two years.

Saul chose three thousand men from Israel; two thousand were with him at Mikmash and in the hill country of Bethel, and a thousand were with Jonathan at Gibeah in Benjamin. The rest of the men he sent back to their homes.

Jonathan attacked the Philistine outpost at Geba, and the Philistines heard about it. Then Saul had the trumpet blown throughout the land and said, “Let the Hebrews hear!” So all Israel heard the news: “Saul has attacked the Philistine outpost, and now Israel has become obnoxious to the Philistines.” And the people were summoned to join Saul at Gilgal.

The Philistines assembled to fight Israel, with three thousand chariots, six thousand charioteers, and soldiers as numerous as the sand on the seashore. They went up and camped at Mikmash, east of Beth Aven. When the Israelites saw that their situation was critical and that their army was hard pressed, they hid in caves and thickets, among the rocks, and in pits and cisterns. Some Hebrews even crossed the Jordan to the land of Gad and Gilead.

Saul remained at Gilgal, and all the troops with him were quaking with fear. He waited seven days, the time set by Samuel; but Samuel did not come to Gilgal, and Saul’s men began to scatter. So he said, “Bring me the burnt offering and the fellowship offerings.” And Saul offered up the burnt offering10 Just as he finished making the offering, Samuel arrived, and Saul went out to greet him.

11 “What have you done?” asked Samuel.

Saul replied, “When I saw that the men were scattering, and that you did not come at the set time, and that the Philistines were assembling at Mikmash, 12 I thought, ‘Now the Philistines will come down against me at Gilgal, and I have not sought the Lord’s favor.’ So I felt compelled to offer the burnt offering.”

13 “You have done a foolish thing,” Samuel said. “You have not kept the command the Lord your God gave you; if you had, he would have established your kingdom over Israel for all time. 14 But now your kingdom will not endure; the Lord has sought out a man after his own heart and appointed him ruler of his people, because you have not kept the Lord’s command.”

15 Then Samuel left Gilgal and went up to Gibeah in Benjamin, and Saul counted the men who were with him. They numbered about six hundred.

Israel Without Weapons

16 Saul and his son Jonathan and the men with them were staying in Gibeah in Benjamin, while the Philistines camped at Mikmash. 17 Raiding parties went out from the Philistine camp in three detachments. One turned toward Ophrah in the vicinity of Shual, 18 another toward Beth Horon, and the third toward the borderland overlooking the Valley of Zeboyim facing the wilderness.

19 Not a blacksmith could be found in the whole land of Israel, because the Philistines had said, “Otherwise the Hebrews will make swords or spears!” 20 So all Israel went down to the Philistines to have their plow points, mattocks, axes and sickles sharpened. 21 The price was two-thirds of a shekel for sharpening plow points and mattocks, and a third of a shekel for sharpening forks and axes and for repointing goads.

22 So on the day of the battle not a soldier with Saul and Jonathan had a sword or spear in his hand; only Saul and his son Jonathan had them.

Jonathan Attacks the Philistines

23 Now a detachment of Philistines had gone out to the pass at Mikmash.

WHAT DO WE LEARN—HOW DO WE RESPOND?

Do we do what Saul did—in panic and under pressure of those around us, do whatever it takes fight or flight without God’s direction and wisdom?  Do succumb to actions unbecoming God’s character?  Do we “sacrifice” (time and wealth) for the purpose to get what we want from God?  From personal experience, I have learned and observed in myself and in others that God is not pleased with our efforts to bargain with Him.  Be still, let go, know that He is God.  We are not God. We must, in all circumstances, wait on God to direct us.  In the waiting, God is doing in us exactly what is needed so God can work through us to accomplish His will.

But even when knowing bargaining is not in our best interest; our human trait is to try it anyway which will invariably result in very poor outcomes.  Our best response is to repent quickly, realizing that we have defied God—just like Saul. 

We must obey God’s commands in all circumstances—even if we have to wait for those directions! Saul lost his kingdom because he disobeyed God. Saul was pressured to act before all his men deserted. Lack of patience cost him everything.

There is always a high cost when we take life’s trials into our own hands.  When faced with panic and fear over our circumstances; call to God first and ask for His wisdom and peace who is over all creation. 

GREAT IS GOD’S FAITHFULNESS! 

God’s word is full of blessed assurance of his love and care for us. God knows right now what you and I are waiting for, going through, while living with hope for a “better day”. That “better day” comes as soon as we seek peace with God whose love drives out every fear—and panic when we wait upon the Lord’s wisdom and direction! 

Know this about God that we will continue to learn from Samuel: “He who is the Glory of Israel does not lie or change his mind; for he is not a human being, that he should change his mind” (15:29).  God is God—and we are not.  Saul will try to be God and take his place on the throne at great cost to him with scarier outcomes he and his family.  Israel will not fall because one man tried to bargain with God while trying to be God.  God is still at work. God’s plans will never change, because he makes his plans in complete knowledge. Forget hopeful forecasting. God declares “the end from the beginning” (Isaiah 46:10). Nothing takes God by surprise. “The plans of the LORD stand firm forever” (Ps 33:11).  So, trust God—as soon as that flight or fight instinct kicks in—trust God!

I know as leaders that it’s easy to compromise when people are waiting for you to act. Determine that no matter the pressure, no matter the cost, no matter the delay, you will act only when your response honors God. Never compromise your integrity to satisfy others. Never bargain with God to get what you think is best. Many have tried and regretted it. 

When God fights our battles in, for, and through us beyond our wildest dreams; do not let pride steal God’s honor and praise.  Pride has been the downfall of countless leaders.  Avoid the saying, “I’m so blessed” when life is good when our minds are thinking, I am good. This thinking easily slips into a “believers’ form of pride, demonstrated by Saul, who thinks God will do what we want, when we want it because of how good and successful we are and have been.  We forget that God did it all, not us!  We join Him in His plan!  Our work is to trust and obey Him while blessing God with our thanks and praise for who He is to all the world!  Small thinking can give birth to an outrageous pride if not held in check.  As soon as we think we are God with control over all things and all people; stop immediately and return to who God is and thank Him for all He has done.

God’s power is available to all believers who call on Him.  God has given us all we need to join Him in the battle for souls that need Jesus.  Paul, chained to a soldier in prison for preaching Jesus, writes of the armor and the weapons we have available to us;

“…be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people. Ephesians 6:10-18

God fights our daily battles; but Jesus already won the war. Even though Jesus defeated death and rose to life, winning over the Enemy of God; we are still riddle with skirmishes with evil in our imperfect world. So, God provides all we need! We cling to our Hope in Jesus; for He IS coming back to claim His own to live in eternity with Him.

God provides His Holy Spirit who lives in us with power, helping us avoid flight or fight and trust God to help us. God’s Word, by His Spirit, guides us to all we need to know about the strategy of the enemy and the resources we have in Christ!  Fear and panic are suddenly gone!  All God asks is that we trust and obey Him and He will help us win our daily battles with our real enemy. The bonus of obedience is God’s gift of peace and the joy of Christ in us.

Lord,

Thank you for correcting our thinking through your Word with strategies to defeat our real enemy who plagues us.  May circumstances that panic us flee or fight be used instead to build our faith in You. I’m listening.  I’m yours.  I trust you for you are Life.

In Jesus Name, Amen

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